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Healing from self sabotage with testimony.


she is everything I never asked for, and for that I love her

"The only wealth I have to give is not material and if you need more than that I am unavailable."
Thank you for checking on me.

If everything happened with grace
I wouldn’t have these beautiful words
To try piece together so they resemble misery.
Too close for comfort
Yet the picture is very clear.
We need a reminder of every fleeting feeling
To remind our egos
That it may take an array of discomfort
To push you to move and realign.



Human feelings as a drug

I would abuse these on a different level

(Source: betype.co, via dashodope)


I thought you had superpowers, the way you pulled me back in every time I finally filled my veins with the conviction to leave this fortress. I never noticed the strings, that my movement was scripted. That when I forgave you, it was by design. You could make a horse believe it was a swan with the words you injected me with.

But I couldn’t keep telling myself I was protecting you when your pain only found light when I wished to break free. That your words of manipulation were as sincere as your intentions..

You only wanted me when you were in control. And those superpowers I thought you possessed were just acts of tantrums when you couldn’t have me your way.


"Manipulation", Dae Lee (Daeizm)

— [inspired by the word given to me from Eryn Amel, agoldthatactuallystays ]

A part of my project #WordsFromSouls

(via daeizm)
"   You are the sky. Everything else – it’s just the weather.   "
 Pema Chödrön (via purplebuddhaproject)

(via cabbage-bitch)

Because I got big deals and I got little things.